From the day I used to be born,
I knew I used to be not needed.
Through my eyes, she saw darkness, fear, hate, envy.
This world isn't all sunshine and rainbows,
thus I will let my anger undergo to you."
Anyone UN agency was ever around Maine says they ne'er knew what was wrong.
Everyone UN agency around knew I used to be nothing and pathetic.
And for everybody UN agency ever places Maine down, I am gone,
Not metaphorically,
Literally.
“I will hear dad’s footsteps arising the steps.
This time it'll differ. "
“I’m solely a child”
My fingers square measure restless
My tummy is empty
My garments square measure dirty
Tears square measure shedding off,
Slowly down on my chicks
Memories square measure shuffling through my mind
Good and unhealthy as a result of,
I’m mourning always…
Oh! I’m solely a toddler.
Once, twice, my parents
Wanted to kill
In front of Maine, of me!
At a young age,
I attempt to cry, to calm my folks and
Make them feel pity for behalf of me.
Sometimes the area is just too silent
The atmosphere is of a ceremonial requiem
No one to share my feelings with
I begin to recall, relate and recapture
Some of the voices that square measure far- far-flung
I begin to recollect, reshuffle my thoughts
About the faces of the past and,
That will ne'er come back!
My mind is packed with recollections
I imagine and regret if I might
Make them come but…
I’m solely a child!
Never shall I smile or laugh
At any moment, amount or hour.
My mind is packed with everything
Sometimes sensible and unhealthy.
I think I'm mentally disturbed as a result of,
I notice myself in conflict and contradiction,
Pointing and blaming myself but…
Lord why Maine your child?
Further, I’m empty education
As if I’m worthless to teach
How am I able to use, recognized and…
Well revered while not education
I visualize doom in my future
I want for earth {to just|to only|to Mainerely|to simply} swallow me up!
I’ve got sores and wounds
All over my body
The society runs far away from Maine
Everyone doesn’t care regarding Maine
Leaving Maine in agony and bitterness
Like Lazarus within the bible
I want somebody like Pharaoh’s female offspring
To pick Maine up and out of this watercourse
Away from this dangerous earth.
I’m alone as a toddler
Sins square measure common
Punishment is common, however,
This is thus robust and rough
For how long on earth?
Oh! I your kid
I’m languishing in poorness
Neglect and disempowerment
Yet some square measure sceptred
I’m on the slim and right path
To prepare to fulfil and revel in
Together with you Lord...
I’m solely a child!...